Everything Change At That Moment..

Sometime I really don't understand what I really need to do. It was raining very heavily and my laptop was open in aroom and I was on the phone, without realising the ceiling is dripping. At a sudden somebody shout out to me Evan! Evan! I ran there and saw my laptop soaking wet. Immediately I powed all the water out and wipe off the water and begin the blow it with a hair drier. While all this events is taking place there was somebody keep saying something beside me. In the beginning my ears was open and I was listening, but after hearing something dat person said, my heart sunk...Sunk into a deep deep deep well. At that moment I shut myself from the world and hundred of things cross my mind. You might be wondering how my laptop was, but hpnestly I was not really bothered about that anymore. I was not worry or sad about my laptop, but the words said kept ring at my ears....It actually hurt me more than the wet laptop... Since then I make a Prayer to God. Forgive me and make me the man that I should be...... All the doors was shut.My ears and heart was shut, only the door to heaven is open but I can't feel the Holy Spirit. I pray to God that He will ones again burn me and let me serve Him as a living sacrfice without a humble heart.........